Gosh!!! Feel so bad sometimes! RRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I’m in such a state of spirit now… can’t find the appropriate word…maybe nervousness that I could…kill (don’t worry, you’re safe as long as you’re far from me)! And this is because I have some moments when I don’t think when saying something! The words just… escape! And even if i don’t agree with what I said, people don’t get that…
And this is soooooooo F-ing hard to live with!
Why am I so difficult???? Does anybody feel the same anytime? … Think i’m alone in this world… 😦



